hufh ..
rasa-rasanya , yang namanya hari ultah ku udah dikutuk deh .. gatau ama siapa .. --"
dua tahun yang lalu , aku ultah dikasih kaos . trus besok harinya dipake . trus seminggu kemudian putus . uhh .
tahun lalu , ga dipeduliin sama pacar , dekat sama orang lain , terus kena masalah . haiiih ... --"
tahun ini ? pacar ada .. tapi ngga bakalan ketemu .. lucu yaak .. --"
kok esweteh semua see ??
gatau sih , emang ga harus selalu ada pacar kalo ultah . yang penting kan doa sama syukur nya .. tapi .. aaaarghh !!
stress aja .. huh ..
yaa tapi kapan aku mau dewasa kalo terusan egois begini ??
ihikk .. :'(
Senin, 27 Juni 2011
Selasa, 14 Juni 2011
I'm not a perfect person... :)
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with every day
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
(The Reason ~ Hoobastank)
Senin, 06 Juni 2011
Dalam Duka - Letto
dalam suka ku percaya
kau kan bisa
menemani dengan cinta
dalam duka
ku bertanya
bagaimana dalam hatimu bicara
cerita yang kita punya
takkan ada jika tak percaya...
di saat hampa harimu
dan saat hampa hatimu
ku kan ada, ku disana menemanimu slalu. :)
disaat hilang jalanmu..
dan saat hilang nafasmu..
ku kan ada, ku disana menemanimu slalu. :)
dalam cinta ku bertanya.
sampai mana rasa ini kan dicoba..
cerita yang kita punya
takkan ada jika tak percaya...
kau kan bisa
menemani dengan cinta
dalam duka
ku bertanya
bagaimana dalam hatimu bicara
cerita yang kita punya
takkan ada jika tak percaya...
di saat hampa harimu
dan saat hampa hatimu
ku kan ada, ku disana menemanimu slalu. :)
disaat hilang jalanmu..
dan saat hilang nafasmu..
ku kan ada, ku disana menemanimu slalu. :)
dalam cinta ku bertanya.
sampai mana rasa ini kan dicoba..
cerita yang kita punya
takkan ada jika tak percaya...
Mari berhitung. :)
Mari berhitung, bersamaku. :)
Aku akan memulai lebih dulu, baru kemudian ikutilah dan berhitung bersamaku. :)
Aku ingin mendengar suaramu.
Ya, bagus.
Sedikit lebih keras bisakah?
Baiklah itu sudah cukup.
Aku suka mendengar suaramu! :)
Aku akan memulainya. Sudahkah kau siap?
Ya. Ya. Tenang saja, aku akan menunggumu bersiap dulu. :)
Aku hanya memandangi punggungmu yang menjauh saat berpamitan sebentar.
Aku ketakutan,
takut kau tak kembali untuk melanjutkan kisah ini denganku.
Ah, tapi aku menarik napas lega saat kamu ternyata kembali.
Baik, kau siap untuk melanjutkan?
Oh iya, aku sudah pernah bilang padamu?
Kau terlihat tampan hari ini.
Hei Hei! hahaha... iya aku tahu kamu geli jika aku bicara seperti itu.
Tapi aku hanya berusaha jujur! :)
Sudahlah, berhenti menggelitiki aku dan mari kita mulai. :)
Ayo berhitung. Denganku, Bersamaku. :)
Satu!
Aku suka mendengar suaramu yang lantang dan bersemangat. Ayo kita ulang. SATU! :D
Baiklah, kamu menguasainya.
Intonasimu tepat!
Selanjutnya adalah Dua!
Aku tersenyum lebar saat melihatmu masih mengikutiku dengan mudah. aku masih memintamu untuk menggandeng tanganku dan berhitunglah bersamaku.
Tiga!
Bagus! Aku bersemangat. Kau mampu belajar dengan cepat! Aku bangga padamu!
Empat!
Baiklah, aku melihat kau mulai kesulitan disini.
volume suaramu turun. sayang sekali. Tapi sepertinya aku yakin kamu akan lebih baik pada pelajaran selanjutnya. Jadi mari kita lanjutkan! Masih bagus kok! Tetaplah berusaha! :)
Lima!
Hei! Kemana suaramu?? Ayolah... keraskan sedikit!
Enam!
Ayolah.. jangan mulai seperti ini... apa salahku ?
Mengapa kau diam sementara aku masih berlanjut menghitung?
-kuingin kembali.. sperti dulu lagi.. slalu bersama, slalu berdua..-
Hei! matikan radio itu!
Tujuh!
Tolonglah... tidakkah kau melihat aku mulai kehabisan suara?
tidakkah kau melihat napasku mulai sesak?
tidakkah kau melihat aku menangis ketika merasakan diammu?
ayolah.. kita sudah berjuang sejauh ini...
bila kau tak siap mengapa tak membicarakan ini dari jauh sebelumnya??
jadi aku tak harus menghabiskan pikiranku bagaimana membuatmu menghitung bersamaku!
Tolonglah...
jangan paksa aku mengakhiri semua...
jangan paksa aku kembali mematahkan hatiku sendiri...
jangan paksa aku untuk memandangi wajahmu setiap hari, dan menyadari kau bukan milikku lagi...
tolonglah...
tolonglah...
:'(
Aku akan memulai lebih dulu, baru kemudian ikutilah dan berhitung bersamaku. :)
Aku ingin mendengar suaramu.
Ya, bagus.
Sedikit lebih keras bisakah?
Baiklah itu sudah cukup.
Aku suka mendengar suaramu! :)
Aku akan memulainya. Sudahkah kau siap?
Ya. Ya. Tenang saja, aku akan menunggumu bersiap dulu. :)
Aku hanya memandangi punggungmu yang menjauh saat berpamitan sebentar.
Aku ketakutan,
takut kau tak kembali untuk melanjutkan kisah ini denganku.
Ah, tapi aku menarik napas lega saat kamu ternyata kembali.
Baik, kau siap untuk melanjutkan?
Oh iya, aku sudah pernah bilang padamu?
Kau terlihat tampan hari ini.
Hei Hei! hahaha... iya aku tahu kamu geli jika aku bicara seperti itu.
Tapi aku hanya berusaha jujur! :)
Sudahlah, berhenti menggelitiki aku dan mari kita mulai. :)
Ayo berhitung. Denganku, Bersamaku. :)
Satu!
Aku suka mendengar suaramu yang lantang dan bersemangat. Ayo kita ulang. SATU! :D
Baiklah, kamu menguasainya.
Intonasimu tepat!
Selanjutnya adalah Dua!
Aku tersenyum lebar saat melihatmu masih mengikutiku dengan mudah. aku masih memintamu untuk menggandeng tanganku dan berhitunglah bersamaku.
Tiga!
Bagus! Aku bersemangat. Kau mampu belajar dengan cepat! Aku bangga padamu!
Empat!
Baiklah, aku melihat kau mulai kesulitan disini.
volume suaramu turun. sayang sekali. Tapi sepertinya aku yakin kamu akan lebih baik pada pelajaran selanjutnya. Jadi mari kita lanjutkan! Masih bagus kok! Tetaplah berusaha! :)
Lima!
Hei! Kemana suaramu?? Ayolah... keraskan sedikit!
Enam!
Ayolah.. jangan mulai seperti ini... apa salahku ?
Mengapa kau diam sementara aku masih berlanjut menghitung?
-kuingin kembali.. sperti dulu lagi.. slalu bersama, slalu berdua..-
Hei! matikan radio itu!
Tujuh!
Tolonglah... tidakkah kau melihat aku mulai kehabisan suara?
tidakkah kau melihat napasku mulai sesak?
tidakkah kau melihat aku menangis ketika merasakan diammu?
ayolah.. kita sudah berjuang sejauh ini...
bila kau tak siap mengapa tak membicarakan ini dari jauh sebelumnya??
jadi aku tak harus menghabiskan pikiranku bagaimana membuatmu menghitung bersamaku!
Tolonglah...
jangan paksa aku mengakhiri semua...
jangan paksa aku kembali mematahkan hatiku sendiri...
jangan paksa aku untuk memandangi wajahmu setiap hari, dan menyadari kau bukan milikku lagi...
tolonglah...
tolonglah...
:'(
Kotak - Cinta jangan Pergi.
Cinta jangan pernah kau coba pergi..
karena dsini ku bth kamu.
Cinta jangan pernah kau coba lari..
karena disini kuingin kamu.
aku tak bisa bayangkan
bila kau tak ada disini.
aku tak habis pikirkan
bila kau tak lagi temani aku.
aku tak bisa bayangkan
bila kau tak ada disini
aku tak habis pikirkan
bila kau tak lagi temani aku..
cinta jangan pernah kau coba pergi
karena dsini ku butuh kamu..
cinta jangan pernah kau coba lari
karena disini kuingin kamu..
cinta jangan pernah kau coba pergi
karena dsini ku butuh km
cinta jgn pernah kau coba lari
karena disini kuingin kamu..
:')
karena dsini ku bth kamu.
Cinta jangan pernah kau coba lari..
karena disini kuingin kamu.
aku tak bisa bayangkan
bila kau tak ada disini.
aku tak habis pikirkan
bila kau tak lagi temani aku.
aku tak bisa bayangkan
bila kau tak ada disini
aku tak habis pikirkan
bila kau tak lagi temani aku..
cinta jangan pernah kau coba pergi
karena dsini ku butuh kamu..
cinta jangan pernah kau coba lari
karena disini kuingin kamu..
cinta jangan pernah kau coba pergi
karena dsini ku butuh km
cinta jgn pernah kau coba lari
karena disini kuingin kamu..
:')
:/
Secara tidak sadar, seseorang yang menyakitimu akan membuatmu lebih KUAT!
ketika seseorang menangis, itu bukan berarti dia lemah. dia hanya sudah terlalu lama KUAT!
Tata sudah mendengar segalanya itu berkali-kali. Tata tahu. Tapi tetap saja, Tata muak dengan segalanya.
"I've lost count of my tears, Kaf!" serunya kesal saat Kafka kembali mengeluarkan jurus kata-kata bijaknya. Kafka terdiam. "Lantas... Apa yang bakal kamu lakuin sekarang, Ta?" tanya Kafka. Ganti Tata yang terdiam.
"Aku tau, Ta. Aku kenal kamu sejak bertahun-tahun yang lalu! Aku tau kamu kuat, jauh lebih kuat dari ini," ucapan Kafka terasa menusuk hati Tata. "Aku kuat? Bagaimana kamu bisa yakin dengan itu sementara aku sendiri nggak tahu bakal bertahan sampai kapan?" sergah Tata. Sinar matanya berapi-api, namun tampak secercah sakit hati di dalamnya.
"Kan tadi sudah kubilang. Aku kenal kamu. Aku tahu persis dimana batas kekuatan kamu, dan aku tahu benar bagaimana jalan pikiran kamu. Hanya masalah kamu kesal seperti ini, dan kamu sudah mau mundur? Hahaha... sejak kapan kamu jadi Tata yang cengeng?" ujar Kafka setengah mengejek. Tata terhenyak. "Sudahlah, Ta. Jalani dulu. Kamu ingat, dulu kamu pernah menghadapi yang lebih parah daripada ini?" tanya Kafka lagi. Senyum usil masih menggantung di sudut bibirnya.
Tata mengangguk. "Nah, kamu bisa melalui itu, lantas kenapa kamu tidak bisa melalui ini?" tanya Kafka lagi. Pandangan mata Tata tampak menerawang. "Benar juga ya, Kaf. Aku dulu pernah begitu hancur sampai aku nggak yakin bisa bangkit lagi. Tapi berkat kamu, Bunda dan kakakku, aku masih bisa bangkit lagi," akhirnya Tata membuka mulut.
Kafka mengusap kepala Tata. "Sudahlah, kamu toh tidak sendirian. Kamu masih tetap bisa mengandalkan kami seperti dulu. Kamu suka masak kan? Nah, kalau pacarmu itu memang sedang sibuk, kamu bisa mengajak Bunda melakukan eksperimen resep misalnya. Aku siap menampung makanannya kok," ucap Kafka lucu. Tata mulai bisa tertawa. "Atau kalau Bunda sedang nggak bisa juga, kamu bisa mengajak Kak Tito bermain basket kan?" sambung Kafka lagi. Tata mengangguk bersemangat. "Kamu juga masih punya aku, Ta. Kapanpun kamu butuh aku, just say it and i'll be there," Kafka mengakhiri penuturannya. Tata memandang sahabatnya sejak SD ini penuh terimakasih.
"Aku tau, Kaf. Aku tau aku selalu bisa mengandalkan kamu," ucap Tata. Kafka mengangguk. Tata sudah dianggapnya seperti adik sendiri. Apapun yang bisa dia lakukan untuk Tata, pasti akan dia lakukan.
"Aku tahu, apa yang membuatku kesal seperti ini, Kaf..." ucap Tata tiba-tiba. Kafka menoleh. "Apa?"
"Aku menaruh harapan terlampau tinggi padanya, jadi hal terbaik yang bisa dilakukan adalah dengan belajar menurunkan standar dan persiapkan diri menerima apa adanya..."
Kafka menatap Tata kagum.
-ooh another spontaneous short story! :D-
-copyright : Aulia Akmalina.- :D
Minggu, 05 Juni 2011
what i want you to do .. :)
Most man usually having a difficult time to understand women, said that they're a complex creatures that hard to understand. Actually that's not completely true, woman just enjoy a little attention and like to be pleased. These are some useful tips on how to treat your lady:
1. Don't hug her friends or your friends which are girls, cause she'll feel left out.
2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if it's just for a second.
3. Hug her from behind.
4. Leave her voice messages to wake up.
5. Wrestle with her.
6. Don't go hang out with your ex when shes not with you, you might not realize how badly it hurts her.
7. If you're talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her.... let her know she's yours and they aren't.
8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"..and not just at night after you've already been out with other girls.
9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend.
10. Play with her hair.
11. Pick her up
12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it.
13. Make her laugh, if you can make her laugh, you can make her do anything.
14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.
16. If you care about her, then tell her.
17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelry (she'll treasure it forever), and one of his t-shirts (she'll most likely wear it to bed).
18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.
19. Look her in the eyes and smile.
20. Hang out with her on weekends.
21. Kiss her in the rain.
22. If your listening to music, let her listen too.
23. Remember her birthday and get her something, even if it's simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER. it's the thought that counts.
24. When she gives you a present on your birthday, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)
25. Girl don't necessarily have to have hour-long conversations every night, but it's nice for them to hear your voice even for a quick hello.
26. Give her what she wants
27. Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.
28. Tell her she's beautiful, she needs to know her striving is working.
29. Hang out with her whenever you are free and u should be free to hang with your girlfriend all the time
30. If u care about her...SHOW it!
Note: Boys, this post is NOT a joke and you really should do those things whenever possible, and not the other way around because you think that this only a humorous tips.
1. Don't hug her friends or your friends which are girls, cause she'll feel left out.
2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if it's just for a second.
3. Hug her from behind.
4. Leave her voice messages to wake up.
5. Wrestle with her.
6. Don't go hang out with your ex when shes not with you, you might not realize how badly it hurts her.
7. If you're talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her.... let her know she's yours and they aren't.
8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"..and not just at night after you've already been out with other girls.
9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend.
10. Play with her hair.
11. Pick her up
12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it.
13. Make her laugh, if you can make her laugh, you can make her do anything.
14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.
16. If you care about her, then tell her.
17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelry (she'll treasure it forever), and one of his t-shirts (she'll most likely wear it to bed).
18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.
19. Look her in the eyes and smile.
20. Hang out with her on weekends.
21. Kiss her in the rain.
22. If your listening to music, let her listen too.
23. Remember her birthday and get her something, even if it's simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER. it's the thought that counts.
24. When she gives you a present on your birthday, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)
25. Girl don't necessarily have to have hour-long conversations every night, but it's nice for them to hear your voice even for a quick hello.
26. Give her what she wants
27. Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.
28. Tell her she's beautiful, she needs to know her striving is working.
29. Hang out with her whenever you are free and u should be free to hang with your girlfriend all the time
30. If u care about her...SHOW it!
Note: Boys, this post is NOT a joke and you really should do those things whenever possible, and not the other way around because you think that this only a humorous tips.
just for fun : meanings of kisses :9
"A kiss is the act of pressing one's lips against the body of another. Cultural connotations of kissing vary widely. A kiss may be used to express sentiments of love, passion, affection, respect, greeting, friendship, and good luck, among many others." -- Definition of kiss according to Wikipedia.
You also can find the other definitions of kiss/kissing according to various dictionaries, and they will describe it quite similar with the above sentences. But because this is a humor blog, we searched for the uncommon definitions of kiss according to many disciplines. And here are what we found:
Economics :
Kiss is that thing for which the demand is always higher than the supply.
Accountancy :
Kiss is a credit because it is profitable when returned.
Algebra :
Kiss is infinity because two divided by nothing.
Geometry :
Kiss is the shortest distance between two lips.
Physics :
Kiss is the contraction of mouth due to the expansion of the heart.
Chemistry :
Kiss is the reaction of the interaction between two hearts.
Zoology :
Kiss is the interchange of salivary bacteria. *kinda disgusting, huh? :p
Physiology :
Kiss is the juxtaposition of two orbicularisoris muscles in the state of contraction. *to be honest i dont have any idea what is this sentence talking about. :p
Dentistry :
Kiss is infectious and antiseptic.
Statistics :
Kiss is an event whose probability depends on the vital statistics of 36-24-36. *???
Philosophy :
Kiss is the persecution for the child, ecstasy for the youth and homage for the old.
English :
Kiss is a noun that is used as a conjunction; it is more common than proper; it is spoken in the plural and it is applicable to all.
Architecture :
Kiss is a process which builds a solid bond between the two dynamic objects.
Comp. Science :
What is a kiss? It seems to be an undefined variable
You also can find the other definitions of kiss/kissing according to various dictionaries, and they will describe it quite similar with the above sentences. But because this is a humor blog, we searched for the uncommon definitions of kiss according to many disciplines. And here are what we found:
Economics :
Kiss is that thing for which the demand is always higher than the supply.
Accountancy :
Kiss is a credit because it is profitable when returned.
Algebra :
Kiss is infinity because two divided by nothing.
Geometry :
Kiss is the shortest distance between two lips.
Physics :
Kiss is the contraction of mouth due to the expansion of the heart.
Chemistry :
Kiss is the reaction of the interaction between two hearts.
Zoology :
Kiss is the interchange of salivary bacteria. *kinda disgusting, huh? :p
Physiology :
Kiss is the juxtaposition of two orbicularisoris muscles in the state of contraction. *to be honest i dont have any idea what is this sentence talking about. :p
Dentistry :
Kiss is infectious and antiseptic.
Statistics :
Kiss is an event whose probability depends on the vital statistics of 36-24-36. *???
Philosophy :
Kiss is the persecution for the child, ecstasy for the youth and homage for the old.
English :
Kiss is a noun that is used as a conjunction; it is more common than proper; it is spoken in the plural and it is applicable to all.
Architecture :
Kiss is a process which builds a solid bond between the two dynamic objects.
Comp. Science :
What is a kiss? It seems to be an undefined variable
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